Monday, November 3, 2008

i just want to live while i'm alive..

picture your life in 10 years.. where are you?

Hi, I'm Julianna __________ , i am 27 years old, and i live in Starkville, Mississippi.
I just recently got out of Radiology school (5 years ago) at the W in Columbus, where i earned my degree in x-ray technology. I have settled down with my husband, ________ _________, of 5 years, and we have just had our second child, Joanna Evalyn ___________.
When i was 25 years old, after only 2 years of marriage, i gave birth to my first child, Matthew Gentry ___________. Although they're only 2 years apart, we can't wait to have one more!
I work at the hospital in Starkville, and i have for the past 5 1/2 years, i love it.
My brother, Matt (who is 31) & his wife ___________ have also settled down with they're child, in a beautiful house in the country. He's happier than i've ever seen him.

..i'll say, in my mind, this' how it began.

girl meets boy.
girl falls for boy.
boy trys to play cool.
boy falls too.
dating.
engagement.
marriage.
right?

- -but wait, what if somewhere between "girl meets boy & girl falls for boy" there's a BIG gap? A big gap that consist of an amazing relationship? How would she know it was right? How would she know she was IN love, when she knew she loved him all along? Where will the change be evident?
Now, i'm not saying that's happened/happening/going to happen to me, but what if it does? How will i KNOW for sure that what's meant to be is what's meant to be? I worry about that, sometimes, about having a steady relationship with someone (a lifelong friendship, even) and then it turning into something else without me knowing it, or realizing it.
The beauty of life is change, i'm just scared i'm going to end up closing myself up so much, that i'll be numb to alot of change. I'm not going to be ignorant, i can see when something is changing (for better or worse) but i can also see myself not wanting to experience change, so therefore, i block it out, for some crazy reason. Good or bad, i don't know.
Hopefully that made sense to you, it made sense to me.

On a totally different subject, the election. (Yes, still worried - even though i shouldn't be.)

MEET JOHN MCCAIN

Sen. John McCain
John Sidney McCain III was born on August 29, 1936.
He is currently the senior United States Senator from Arizona and the Republican Presidential nominee for the Republican Party.
McCain was first elected to the House of Representatives in November, 1982, where he served as congressman until 1986 when he was elected to the U.S. Senate.
In 2004 McCain was overwhelmingly reelected with over 77% of the vote.
His reputation as a maverick with steadfast beliefs, from his time at the Naval Academy
to his presently held Senate seat, have made McCain one of this century’s greatest leaders
of governmental reform and with ending wasteful spending in Washington.


MEET SARAH PALIN

Gov. Sarah Palin
Sarah Louise Heath Palin was born on February 11, 1964. She is currently the Governor of Alaska and the Republican Vice Presidential running mate with John McCain.
As the first woman Governor of Alaska, she has made history once again as being the first
woman Republican Vice Presidential running mate! We congratulate Governor Palin on her impeccable record of public service and her recent selection as John McCain's Vice Presidential running mate.

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"I'm asking you to believe, not just about my ability to bring about change in Washington, ... i'm asking you to believe in yours."

(Obama.com)

-lying (about his religious backround).
-FOR stem cell research.
-FOR abortion.
-FOR gay marriage.

--do any of those resemble Christ?
Isn't this Nation supposed to be based on Christian living? (ex: In God We Trust, One Nation Under God) ..now, i know a few things have changed, and i know the world is trying to get God out of everything they can, but at Central Academy, we still pray. We still say the Pledge of Allegiance, we still sing the National Anthem, and tomorrow, on November 4, 2008, at 8:00am, we will be praying for the election. & I, will be praying for the soul of Barack Obama, and for the Presidency of John McCain.

VOTE: *McCAIN/PALIN* 2008!!!

1 comment:

momof2boys said...

You will know! You won't ever want to be away from that person. You think he is the most gorgeous person you've ever seen even when he is dirty and smells like work! You like the same things, and support one anothers dreams, hopes, fears. When you can be completely honest about everything even when it cares the shit out of you. When you never want to be away from each other. When enjoy eating the same things, the same movies, the sports. When he loves God and puts him before anything else and is not ashamed of it and wants to have children and teach them the same thing. You will know when you gut tells you and you have prayed and God gives you the peace you need to chose! I love you! Nan